I've always considered my hair to be one of my top 5 features. But lately, I'm struggling. It's not that I don't think my new haircut is good or cute, I just think I'm a
dork at styling it. I stand in front of the mirror, puzzled, because my hair never ends up looking quite right. Maybe it's the bangs, maybe it's all the layers but I can't figure out how ladies with short hair do this!!
You know in the movies when the actress is pretending to be someone else and has a wig on with a bobbed cut? You know how she pulls the wig off later to reveal long beautiful tresses underneath? That's how I feel. I feel like I'm wearing a short wig and my real hair is hiding underneath.
Poor Merril, he's great. He's told me 900 million times that my hair looks fantastic. Each compliment is heart-felt and genuine. The problem is, I'm not feeling it yet! He said today, "So don't tie your self-confidence to your hair." I thought to myself, "What?!? That's what I've got going for me!" So while I'm trying to figure out my new do, I'm trying to appear self-confident and cute.
But inside, I'm feeling kind of lumpy. And eeks! I have to go get my driver's license renewed next week!! My awkwardness is going to be captured on my driver's license for the next 5 years. I'd better grow some confidence by then.